This is a back dated post. January in many ways was a very tough month for me (on top of several tough months leading into it). I don't know how to write about it. I did everything I could do and I feel I came out stronger and more confident in myself in the end. However, I'm not working at the hospital. It was not the right fit. I took a risk. But in starting my second career, I need a place that is more established and with more resources in place. So, I am looking for my next career opportunity. Please send me prayers and good vibes to find the place I am meant to be and to call home.
In the meantime, I think about what my friend Karen said and what other dear friends have said to me in the past but with a twist. When one door closes, another one opens. But sometimes you may have to walk down a hall to find it. It speaks about having patience and it may take time to find the right job for me. On a good note, I am blessed with supportive friends and family.
Of course, I believe that everything happens for a reason. That reason may still be showing itself and unfolding. Only time will tell and I try to free my mind to possibility.
Although, maybe one reason why I came to Orlando was to meet T~. As a matter of fact, T~ has been amazing. And despite these challenges, our relationship has grown. We are fantastic. He wants me to move in with him and I am. :) It feels right and I love him so very much!